shimmer

Unfortunately, I think I might collapse not now, but when it all ends and I move away from the worst episodes of my life;
Although happiness has found its way through my heart on the occasion I visit the moon, the heaviest depression hits me simultaneously;
Only once I relax all my muscles will we know how much I've been pulling them, and for sure, too much.
That won't be the end, though, it couldn't be, it cannot be – the cogs in my mind keep on spinning with certainty;
The pieces of the puzzle that I've been gathering since March are close to completion;
The image we work together to create from those miserable ruins is that of the door.
I'll walk out with regrets, I'll walk out with disgust, I'll walk out with a thirst for revenge that I couldn't quench;
Excitement and fear – a shaky smile with some tears; I'm not alone, this time around;
Hatred will try to consume my heart, but amidst it, shimmering hope of stardust, perhaps mixed to acid, will birth a sequel.