The fix is ready

A poem written on February 2nd at 16:05. It reads:

"The fix is ready

I need you to need me
You'll retain your agency
But I need to be the substance in your veins
And I need you to be my love and my pain
I am not toxic but I am chemical
If you break our bond it could be critical
Now here's the choice you have to make
To be my bride or for me to break

My body aches today again. When will it ever stop? Never, I know that all too well. Give me a break.